21 weeks: Wrestling with G-d
Dear Friends, As I commemorate 21 weeks since Sue passed away, I decided to address the elephant in the room. I have tried to avoid confronting theological issues since I am so conflicted. But here goes since this week I began teaching my Bible as Literature class at George Mason University and we read the book of Job and will be reading about Jacob and Esau. Jacob sat alone, contemplating his reunion with Esau. He fought an angel or G-d or his conscience. They fought and fought and at the end there were no winners and Jacob's name changed to Israel, one who struggles with G-d. Jacob asks for a blessing. Maybe the blessing is to wrestle with G-d and yet... he emerges wounded and then confronts his brother and you can read the rest of the story in the book of Genesis. I have always wondered what it would be like to wrestle with G-d. I have been blessed my entire life and with rare exceptions, have never really had personal cause to qu...